unsettled

I am struggling with the day. Too many things to do, worriness about loved ones, and just feeling that things are just not right in several quarters. After a fun weekend, you would think that I would be more upbeat, but I am not. I am actually sad and very unsettled right now, as I may have lost a friendship. For that, I am so sorry that I opened my mouth and just wish I had kept to myself. I am sad that I am missing my nephew's wedding, and that Carolyn is there by herself to try to enjoy the celebrations; that I can't be with my three grandsons, mentoring them about the natural world and anything else. I just want to SCREAM!! I must get back to work and shake this burden.

Bye to all of you for now and thanks for listening.